Yesterday,we received news that my mum fren mother passed away..saddening
we used to got to her hse for dinner n her curry chicken was superb...i dont understand y all those who dont deseve to die juz left like that..pain...she was a strong person.despite her having cancer when she was around she still took care of her grandkids lovingly..she was a good person.haiz..
24 days had passed without my sis...we also learnt abt something horrifying abt her.she was not supposed to get celebral palsy..but again bcos of some sickening docs..she got it.some docs are cruel.if the docs had put in their best efforts she would not have left us...
sis,you will be in my heart n memory 4ever..i think of u everyday and miss u everyday...i regret it a lot..how i wish i could turn the time back...

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28 may was the death anniversary of my eldest sis....poor her.she was born with celebral palsy since birth and..While we were watching tv around 9 on the 27 may.my sis suddenly coughed and her lips turned black.we rushed down to the clinic and the kind staff called for an ambulance..she was then admitted and my sec elder sis with my mum stayed overnight in the hospital b4 coming home around 5.30am to bring us to sch..u noe what i hate?one stupid evil doc at ICU said if he was working at A&E he would not have saved her..all the while i have thoughtr docs as kindly n helpful ppl.but my view was wrong.....after sch,my mum actually wanted us to go down to the hospital as my mum wanted to pull allt he tubes and end her suffering.we went thr with our aunt.we went in two by two to c her in ICU.seeing her in that state hurt me...at around 5 in the afternoon,my mum finally changed her mind and decided not to pull the tubes out.. i felt so relieved.short while later,my sis moved to a normal ward but still with the machines as the icu was too packed.. we agreed as we thought the ventalation would be better as the aircon was freezing and my sis was used to fan..as the moving would take some time,we went for dinner with my aunt b4 going back n visit her.at aroung 8,my aunt went home while we stayed with our maid to massage her n all that..alll the while,my sis willpower was so strong n we believed she would get well soon but our hopes were dashed..around 9,the machine was beeping so we got the nurse n the nurse used sonething to suck her saliva out..then the nurse walked away.all of a sudden,her heart stopped.we rushed to get the nurse and after then the nurse still walked so slow.after they checked on her,they said she might have passed away but they needed to verify it so they got a doc n the doc came out confirming she had passed away..the world came crashing down on me at that moment..the stupid doc said don be too upset in mandrain but will that bring her back to life?then we informed our close relatives n my aunt n uncle rushed down.a while later,our uncle brought us back home..the next day,we went to singapore casket for her funeral and we folded paper offerings for her and all that..on 30 may was her day of cremation n we burned the offerings for her b4 the monk started chanting for her...we left for mandai crematorium at abt 4 plus. tears welled up in my eyes when we had a last look of her.luckily my dad rushed back from overseas to c her the last time.everybody was crying uncontrollably before her crematorium...31 may,we went to marina south from singapore casket to scatter her ashes at sea..after that we went for lunch b4 going home for nap due to the lack of sleep during the past few days..one thing i regretted-i had neglected her when she was around...now shes gone n its too late for regret....
Particularly all docs int his earth are not kindly n helpful.I myself will not be a doc when i grow up..
the lesson i have learnt-what u have may not neccasirily be with u 4 ever n once they leave u it will be too late to regret......